总会度过的

最近的我，日子过得有点狼狈。呵呵

不敢告诉身边的人，因为怕他们担心。

这些日子我知道一点也不好过，也委屈了肚子里面的孩子。

有时候看到别人能够出去走走，自己还满羡慕的。

奈何，天意弄人。但是，我却不能因此而气馁!

我相信这些日子终究会过去的。或许哪一天我也会想念呢。

life has been a messed lately, but I will put up my best smile.

I will be strong and I will hold on.. nothing can put me down. :D

Me.. Me.. Me..

Finally, I'm vain enough to post something totally about me ~~ *grins*

I've had this post in my mind for a while now, however, thanks to my laziness ~ I just can't find the right time to blog about it. haha ~ so, here it is:

Five random facts of me

5) I hate balloons. They scared the shit outta me when it burst

4) I love to drink cold milk from a nice clear glass. It makes the milk look nutritious

3) Words can't describe how much I love milk tea.

2) I am a cow. I can sleep and eat the whole day

1) I thank God everyday for my loving husband, family and my dogs. *Not forgetting my daughter who will be arriving on July.*

天马行空

"Creativity is the limit"

在网路上面看到这样的一句话

激起我许多的思考。

人类的极限就在于创意 ~

难怪许多人都告诉我说

去想，天马行空的想！

不要害怕有梦想 ~

对。一个有梦的人才会极力去追寻 ~

我的梦，我的理想原来就这么简单！

我一直抓着不属于自己的理想

现在或许我找到了，找到了一个可以让我发挥的空间。

我不是什么企业家的料

更不是画家作家的料，

我只是一个很平凡的人

我的动力在于：快乐。

一位塔罗牌老师曾经告诉我：能够让你有成就的事，就是在于你能够帮到别人。看到别人开心，那一份就是你的荣誉。

想想，自己确实是这样的人！

我想上天胜任我的这份工作我能够做好。

对自己，我从来没有那么有信心过。

加油！

Massage

Had my first prenatal massage today.

I can't tell you how happy I am to finally get rid of the annoying stiffness somewhere near my spinal cords. It's amazing ~~ but one thing that really annoys me was, my dog whining non stop. (If he sees someone new in the house, he'll go crazy and start doing this high pitch whine which drives me nuts) So, no longer being able to bear his crazy whine, I went outside took the cane and hit him real hard on the leg, on his face as well. This stops him! :D :D

Anyway, this lady was great. A housecall massuer which comes at your convinenece ~

Finally, after weeks long of torturing, I can finally go to bed undisturbed!

p/s: I ate two cup noodles.. and I am still hungry! Need to get some proper food.

Fucked up?!

How can so many things happened at this time???

God, can't you see that we are trying to squeeze everything in one tiny little box!

How can such thing happened in times like this???

I've had enough troubles with my parents ~ and they are my family!

I want to be there at least once for them!!!

Is that too much to ask??????

God, if You are listening, please make all these possible!

往事

有些事情过了，却会留下疤痕。

我难过，却不要留念。

你留给我的痛却不像删除照片

按下删除键就可以消失了！

我能够原谅这一切，却永远不会忘记你当天让我留过的泪

也不会忘记那天心在血泊里挣扎的画面。

Rants

I don't know why I even get mad at the first place...

Fuck me and my jealousy!!!

I hate you and I hate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!